Ironic?

When I was about 6 months pregnant with Z, dh and I took a vacation to Mexico as our last opportunity to do so kid free. A majority of the pictures we took while there, I scrapbooked while pregnant with Ca (mostly during the first trimester). There is one page in particular that gave me trouble. I worked on it for so long, all through morning sickness, staring at myself pregnant. Bad combination. I still to this day, cannot look at this page without becoming nauseous. I got an offer to order free photo book that has to be redeemed this week in order to use it, and this book is the only book I've done that is "complete." (Since I do my books chronically, and I have pictures from each of those years that I have not scrapbooked, they are not "done". Probably never will be.) So here I am, pregnant again, working on these same pages I made while pregnant of me pregnant. Chances are, I'll never be able to look at this book after it's done without feeling sick. Such a waste. Ironic? or maybe I just need a better birth control method.